I am now officially a Junior Programmer. OK.. a part-time one.. but nethertheless.. I have a small place in the games industry now. :) Who’d have thought?! Of course it’s meant I’ve had little time or energy to program for myself at home. I’m not used to working for an ENTIRE day!! But I’ve allowed this for two weeks now, and it’s time to carry on with my 3D project. I don’t want to leave it lingering in limbo forever. And my writing this publicly I’m hoping the shame of not doing it will spur me to get into gear.
On a completely unrelated note.. I feel totally unfeminine lately. It may have something to do with going crazy and buying lots of t-shirts from places like teefury.com. But I’ve vowed to not buy any more. I think I have plenty of awesomely, cool tees and I should focus back on the fact I’m a girl and like to wear swishy, pretty things. Maybe I should take less stupid pictures, more girly pictures and FORCE myself to not be a slob. That might help.. Just sick of feeling like a man, you know?